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I drove to the end of the street with full blasters on, went off road and then teetered on the edge of a cliff and then I woke up.","tokenCount":63,"emotion":"Sad","subemotion":"Grieving","emotionScores":[{"family":"Sad","score":1}],"ambiguous":false,"evidence":[{"family":"Sad","label":"Grieving","cue":"crying","text":"crying","negated":false}],"polarity":{"neg":0.048,"neu":0.952,"pos":0.0,"compound":-0.4767},"motifs":[]},{"number":3,"text":"I rejoined this weird gang of swimmers after going on an adventure deep into the forest with Taylor Bumstead who wanted some of my cake I got from an event that was a complete disaster with food everywhere. She wanted me to feed her the cake and then make out with her in front of some guy she was friends with. This was after I left some building late after going over my visuals for some bifurcating plot covering late shipping of some product. Either way this group of swimmers was advancing and I bifurcated myself by going beyond where they were, but I missed their presence. Some people from another dream. 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Canon back to earth is sketchy but it's still fun.\n\n\nInternational exposition series, multiple continents drama calling out my hater, chased by athletic demon and save hater, cannot call for help later phone at 20% don't fall in water w phone\n\n\n10/6/2026\n\n\n6.5hrs\n\n\nDoing a winter fest party with the hockey kids from HS and then drawing and illustratimg random stuff with a puck bunny I didn't get along with.\n\n\n10/07/2026\n\n\n7hrs\n\n\nCascade of surolllvivor affects occuring after my ex gf Erin went onto the show and everyone tryna get with my sistem\n\n\nPartying with a bunch of strangers, some attractive, some not worth the effort, this one girl wearing sparkly silver pants and so am I for some reason, thought that means I match with her. Rick Devens offers me a drink, opens if even, almost as if insisting, he knows I can't but maybe forgot? (idk he's fake, not real so idk his intentions)\n\n\n10/8/2026\n\n\n8hrs\n\n\nJay Payton running around Blue Mountain doing stupidly long runs, then trying to run in the ice and passing out at Dylan McIntires house and having a massive sleep worried I was sleeping through the whole long weekend\n\n\n10/9/2026\n\n\n7hrs\n\n\nPsycho cult torture resort with weird turptire games, had to breat out during a punishment game and breakcout Clarke from the 100\n\n\n10/10/2026\n\n\n11hrs\n\n\nDreamt I was working on line in the summer to help pay off decent expenses but was doing analytics half the time to justify my time there. Got questioned for my purpose being there by a lady who worked there and started justifying my duty and my team and then ended up banging them by the end of it all.\n\n\n10/11/2026\n\n\n7hrs\n\n\nOlder friend has a shack on beach. Me Kim K and Ariana Grande travel to extends of map to seek map info. Come back to shack popping Owen and I make it first before older friend and check out his spot before he shows up. Everyone we know shows up there after a bit. His efforts are supported. I look into using info from initial Exp dition to improve his website to understand legal limitations as previous web setup was broken in terms of links.\n\n\n10/12/2026\n\n\n11hrs\n\n\nReplaying a pokemon game from an earlier dream until I got to an abandoned town where things got creepier and creepier until I woke up.\n\n\nTravelled through an island that was also reoccuring making my way up through treatourous land until I got to an difficult section where I met some ambiguous friends for help. At the end things came to an interesting climax with some drama towards the lower left icy side of the island. Planned my escape from the island from a boat after navigating the dangerous conclusion.\n\n\n10/13/2026\n\n\n7hrs\n\n\nTravel to a different baby similar dimension and jldmeoth pple from there and bring them backy world . More athletic but more caveman like, very great bonds. My current iv section position reminds on the balance a my true origins from this world. One out.\n\n\n10/14/2026\n\n\n7hrs\n\n\nSo chilly stunted from struggling through school with alcoholiwm Liam goes back to HS to try to compete with Eli for the best grades he can but has to face the face he struggled for a bit and fell behind his cohort at school.\n\n\n10/15/2026\n\n\n6hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded\n\n\n10/16/2026\n\n\n7hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded\n\n\n10/17/2026\n\n\n10hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded\n\n\n10/18/2026\n\n\n12hrs\n\n\nIn a hotel party and for some reason was vibing with MGK, made it to a penthouse party where DJT was there amongst other elites doing shady stuff in a secret room.\n\n\nLater was in a Mario esc world with the ability to teleport between areas through activatable portals and I brought friends along to discover cool areas. It had multiple worlds, city, desert, etc. different climates. Could be cause I was watching geography videos while sleeping.\n\n\n10/19/2026\n\n\n6.5hrs\n\n\nOrganized schedule eating after waking up with lifting bros. Coordinating meal eating times before wakeup, which was weirdly enough my dream before I woke up.\n\n\nAlso on flight with fakeout popstar who I outed as fake. Had an organized assistance with a lady who was a firearm expert take him in after I helped expose him. I think the popstar fake was a Michael Jackson fake.\n\n\n10/20/2026\n\n\n6hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded\n\n\n10/21/2026\n\n\n8hrs\n\n\nLil Pump is growing up and getting clowmed. He keeps getting bullied by 6ix9ine and one day comes home with a suit on and gets bullied by the rapper kids. Neil Patrick Harris shows up in his older years to make him feel better about growing up. I was gonna do that\n\n\n10/22/2026\n\n\n7hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded.\n\n\n10/23/2026\n\n\n8hrs\n\n\nDreamt of no overtime, my boss flirting with me and making a move,.seeing night shift be wild, sleeping overnight at work and getting overtime for it. Getting myself to clock in in the morning 1hr after I clocked out. Dreamt of waking up from a dream knowing it was a dream cause it was weird. Them I bailed on chilling with Owen waiting on line for food to make my playlist, tryna be solo dolo.\n\n\n10/24/2026\n\n\n8hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded\n\n\n10/25/2026\n\n\n6hrs\n\n\nTime loop dream. I would unexpectedly loop back in time and after seeing years worth of events transpire, and the people I meat up fall in love and end up with people, I would watch as another time loop goes by and events change in that one. Towards the end some girls want to get with me but I know who they end up falling in love with so eventually I come clean about the time looping and people are freaked out about it.\n\n\n10/26/2026\n\n\n6hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded\n\n\n10/27/2026\n\n\n6hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded\n\n\n10/28/2026\n\n\n6hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded\n\n\n10/29/2026\n\n\n4hrs\n\n\nFighting for my life in a survival horror game. We were allowe map abilities and advantages but we were hunted down by dogs and a murderer. I used the trees and my partner wanted to hunt instead of being hunted, or at least buying us time.\n\n\n10/30/2026\n\n\n8.5hrs\n\n\nWorking at a job with my Uni friend group in a goofy hippyesq place with weird projects, I had to build some weird system with some spring of some sort attached to what looked like Lego pieces, I forgot the scope of what I was looking for and my boss showed me some piece of his idea but I didn't know what to do.\n\n\nOwen and high school gang were driving me to my car which I needed to get from a random spot using my keys which I had to get from a mailbox using Ristos key which I borrowed without permission. Gang was asking if I'd ever bail on a female friend if that male friend had issues with them and I said I would ditch whoever back at that time and went based on vibes.\n\n\n10/31/2026\n\n\n7.5hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded.\n\n\n11/1/2026\n\n\n11hrs\n\n\nMet old  friends, got a car from family and got uncle to supe it up frnme, met old physics friends and played a game where I won a 21000 person survivor Elim dodgeball game and then cohort circuited the field after winning by uniting the male and female ends.\n\n\nDid midnight shifts at HCM and jetpacked between family place and workplace to do other job.\n\n\nHad a jetpack to go work midnight shift at HCM but did project for Rob Abrams to fill in time, has jetpack for getting to HCm for boring part of my shift. BI team member was attacked at the Abrams palice and we had to fight SpongeBob SquarePants pirates that had food to eat before we could keep fighting the things. My boss turned evil and we had to save the female team member who had the palice officials turn on her. Abrams had a jetpack for me to take to HCM midnight shift and tracked my hours for my more fun work with him.\n\n\n11/2/2026\n\n\n7hrs\n\n\nmy dream last night was Owen was over and I wanted to get the hummus but that was expired and then I looked at other things and they were also expired and I was disappointed that's all I have unfortunately.\n\n\n11/3/2026\n\n\n8hrs\n\n\nI was working out in the country and living it up crushing it and then I moved to the city where I could only go for runs outside on another floor high up around the apartment, and I was really down and dejected, felt out of place and struggled with competently knowing what to do in my job, the I came across a sketchy guy on the street who pulled out a gun and I jumped on the ground and he shot around my head and repeatedly missed until I asked him to just do it and he finally hit me in the head and I woke up (pretty scary wake up too ngl).\n\n\n11/4/2026\n\n\n7.5hrs\n\n\nAftermath of Owen and Camille fight and Owen bringing me a check for some reason but it's cashed for someone else. I want the money. Thought it was for my car. Camille is there and I see her briefly and she leaves before Owen gets there.\n\n\nWorking at cranberry during a flood. Some guy named anchor helps me attach the main pool to a dock that's there for some reason, then after I see him doing pushups. Do a tour of the area after and see some money traps. I asked Michael Quigg if I should do a BBA and he says no.\n\n\nDiscuss books with Logan and his reading schedule. Contemplate over where the book I gave to Owen is.\n\n\n11/5/2026\n\n\n6.5hrs\n\n\nDeampt Kendrick Lamar would visit for a tour after winning a prize to preview his album with Tyler the Creator, and after the drop I jumped down from the fence and the sticky white nails fell down on the guy filming me and I couldn't remove the fence in time and he bled out.\n\n\nOwens family stole all his stuff from him and he was crying. It was whiteout conditions and all the cars in my neighborhood were gone and for some reason I still had Richards truck. I drove to the end of the street with full blasters on, went off road and then teetered on the edge of a cliff and then I woke up.\n\n\nI rejoined this weird gang of swimmers after going on an adventure deep into the forest with Taylor Bumstead who wanted some of my cake I got from an event that was a complete disaster with food everywhere. She wanted me to feed her the cake and then make out with her in front of some guy she was friends with. This was after I left some building late after going over my visuals for some bifurcating plot covering late shipping of some product. Either way this group of swimmers was advancing and I bifurcated myself by going beyond where they were, but I missed their presence. Some people from another dream. Some other woman I was intimate with at one time.\n\n\n11/6/2026\n\n\n7hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded\n\n\n11/7/2026\n\n\n6.5hrs\n\n\nNo dreams recorded\n\n\n11/8/2026\n\n\n9.5hrs\n\n\nI dreamt I was jacked and I navigated through a university resort area with some younger guy who gave me sunscreen to a cliff jumping area to show off a cool jump and then the guy in front of me went and his normal jump took 3.4 seconds to hit the water so me and other dude wandered back to the bottom to try to find an shorter jump then we ran out of time and dude got mad at me that I took him to the wrong jump location. I woke up the next morning somewhat sunburnt.\n","latestEntry":["11/8/2026","9.5hrs","I dreamt I was jacked and I navigated through a university resort area with some younger guy who gave me sunscreen to a cliff jumping area to show off a cool jump and then the guy in front of me went and his normal jump took 3.4 seconds to hit the water so me and other dude wandered back to the bottom to try to find an shorter jump then we ran out of time and dude got mad at me that I took him to the wrong jump location. I woke up the next morning somewhat sunburnt."]}}